I have epilepsy but nobody I've seen can help me?

[theoregonartist]

I'm 50 and 5 years ago I began having grand mal siezures which resulted on many occasions in serious damage to my face and head and back, all of a sudden now I am beginning to have problems with speech and I'm so humiliated by this that I'm now thinking about suicide, I've just gone through 4 days of not being able to form words right or begin eo say a word, I live in Oregon"the worlds largest trailer park!.....it's all I can do just go outside anymore because I don't want people seeing me or talking to me........anybody have any ideas?......Please?...please don't tell me to pray, I do that all the time.

[lone_wish]

There are plenty of traditional method to cure it in my country. But it is Indonesia. Don't know if your country also having it.